Poetry

Just some poems I came up with when I was stuck in Utah at retarded Job Corps.

Life:

A golden state to me, is nothing more but a mere faded memory.
As I wade thorough this merciless sea, it really stats to trouble me.

What to do, what to say, it all seems to wash abruptly wash away.
Scared and lonely, here to stay, I wonder if I'll see a brighter day.

Many questions, many thoughts, time for action never sought.
Always passive, always scared, never hear the true words said.

Alone and frightened, here to stay, I ask myself is this of?
Time passes and things move on, nothing new is ever drawn.

People change and things do too, I sit here wondering why I'm still blue.
Popping pills and doing drugs, I wonder if this is all there ever was.

Living lies, all the same, I ask myself who's to blame.
Clouded now, more than ever before, I wonder if I'll find a secret door.

Masked by eternity, the endless gray, I slowly watch the darkness take me away.
With open arms and open ears, I drown forever in my tears.

Every action, every word, all my feeling go unheard.
Moving towards the very end, I se my mother and start to grin.

Always loving, always kind, I wonder how she is mine.
I see her as it fades away, it's time to live yet another day.

Written:
6-24-2004

Knowledge:

Learning and experiencing new things each and every single day,
I sit back and watch the clock tick all life away.
Things to learn and things to say,
There's no longer any time left to run away.

The time is now to ultimately learn and grow,
Speak from your heart with everyone you truly know.
Give what you can and take only what you really need,
For there is no place in this perverse world for evils such as greed.

Share your cherished thoughts and express yourself,
Understand all that you can for this is true and definitive wealth.
Always be optimistic and open your diffident mind,
And you shall see a remarkable change in no due time.

Truly love everyone and everything you see,
For this in the end will hold the golden key.
It will open things you've never imagined before,
Don't you think it's about time to unlock the unfamiliar door?

Take the time to really listen to the extraordinary people you may happen to meet,
For each one has a unique life story that can help you on your own elongated feat.
Treaty any and every form of life with the utmost and absolute appreciation,
In doing so, you will never again have to fear neglect of deprivation.

Absorb what you can from everyone you meet,
If not this ultimately will lead to your own defeat.
Pass on what you know and all that you possibly can,
For this in the end will make you a true woman or man.

Written:
9-24-2004

Females:

Females to me are a complicated aggravated mystery.
I wonder; do we even share the same worldly history?
They are never direct and always cunningly hiding,
It's so exhausting trying to tell when and if they are actually lying.

Masochistic Manipulation and Megalomaniac Misdirection,
There are yet some of there best primary weapons.
Always afraid to show how they honestly feel,
They love to play exasperating games and to not be real.

Scared of commitment and terrified to love,
They turn to lust for what they could have attained from a hug.
Thinking that sex will fulfill the holes in their hearts,
They cling onto whichever conniving asshole has the right kind of smarts.

In this chaotic deprived world they love to thrive,
They will do anything crafty and deceptive to survive.
Their poison maliciously devours the mind,
We need an antidote before we run out of time.

They tell you everything you want to hear,
Just so they can ease all of your fears.
They deviously move in and take all that they want,
Right in front of your eyes and then give you a pragmatic punt.

Influenced and controlled by all of their friends,
Without their justified approval, you'll never win.
So why even try? God only knows.
Keep your head up and stay on your toes.

Learn what you can and be wary of a stunt,
Keep your eyes keenly peeled and always be blunt.
Honor and value yourself at all times,
And never let any females cross this line.

Written:
10-12-2004

Society:

Society to me in nothing more than a melodramatic despicable drown out irony.
In this malevolent country, we are run by nothing more than a perplexed tyranny.
Influenced by all of the media's hypnotic ludicrous thoughts and ruthless options,
We blindly buy into it and accept all of their shrewd and immoral decisions.

We blindly and tactlessly trust in society with open and susceptible arms,
When in all reality it appallingly corrupts the people with the same “intent� of no harm.
Every excruciating prolonged minute and every inevitable intolerable day,
We gradually give in and watch our brainwashed lives get slowly pilfered away.

We're being progressively sucked up into everything and anything we hear,
Isn't there any intellectual way to disperse and mend everyone's suppressed fear?
Asking for idyllic guidance from our beloved elders and supposed reliable friends,
When we discover that they know nothing more about this obtuse idiotic end.

Society urges us to have dishonest relationships and to be eccentrically greedy,
So we then become insecure confounded people that are just desperately needy.
Like mindless unoccupied drones always just being told when and what to do,
I sit here vigorously pondering on what the hell we can actually significantly do.

Fabrication, corruption, deceit, and deception, all elude our “known� perception,
We need a dedicated leader to eradicate all the redundant accumulated agitation.
We need to effectively and dramatically cry out and be heard as one,
Thank god we all still have the divine yet crucial right to bear a gun.

The perilous time will come when we will need to make a unified imperative stand,
Will you openhandedly participate and be a strong devoted young woman or man?
Or will you cower and end up abundantly succumbing into whatever the lie,
Just silently sitting in a daze idly praying you don't whiter away and die.

Fight for your deserved rights and rigorously strive to be the finest you can be,
For this is what has devotionally held this nation together for a bloodshed eternity.
Look perceptively and deftly beyond all of their elaborate devious misconceptions,
Try to divulge the untold genuine truth about all of the past gruesome generations.

Written:
10-12-2004

Cool. I like all of them. They teach you something too. :D

I spend a few days on each of them to make them perfecto ^_^

I'm glad you like them :8